Flash Fiction Friday #24
His name was
I’d met him at a Midnight Movie and I’m pretty sure it was Rocky Horror. The Mayan theater showed so many, though, all cult classics that I can’t be sure. Priscilla Queen of the Desert, To Wong Foo, Mystery Science Theater 3000. Wonderfully fun films, must sees. But I would have gone to the theater for the theater itself, no matter the movie. The restored proscenium arch with its South American style faces and totems (hence the Mayan name), the overly plush red curtains beside. The concession stand sold lattes and excellent herbal teas and chocolate covered almonds or bon bons instead of Whoppers and Jujubes.
We went to the Sound of Music Sing-along once.
Julie Andrews, James Dean, Judy Garland. He would always have to stop for these names. Paging through old movie posters at junk shops. Picking up the newly-made-to-look old collectibles such as lunch boxes and cigarette tins with their famous profiles. We frequented a little vintage store called Flossy McGrew’s that sold rhinestone cat eye glasses and Laverne and Shirley sweaters and I remember asking him what it was about Judy Garland.
“Is it the way she looks? Beauty or is it her voice? I love the voice.”
He fingered through a milk carton full of old records, humming. “It’s really hard to put your finger on fabulousness.” I always thought you could tell just how feminine a gay man was by how many a’s were in the word fabulous. “It’s definitely not about perfection. Judy’s decline is part of the glory of her. Tragic figure and all. Some of it is nostalgia for the time period, I know. Most of it is just wanting to be Judy, that it would be a thrill to walk in those shoes, sit in front of that camera and sing I’ll wear the finest bonnet in the Easter Parade…” He did have a decent voice.
“But what about Liza? I never understood that one at all.”
“Being fabulous can be hereditary.”
“I wonder what your mother is like then.”
Wizard of Oz was one of
“Night falls over the
I can’t remember how many times we watched that movie. It seemed to be his pacifier or baby blanket, a safety object and a self-soothing tool, reserved for the most emotional times of
Once at his apartment, we watched it so late that the sun was about to come up. We had been out at a rave. I know, because I remember his candy pink fingernail polish matching my candy pink, pageboy wig. We were eating Fat Jack’s subs to sober up and watching Wizard of Oz to commemorate the big break up with a boyfriend who was “the be all and end all, I swear.”
“You know what it is about this movie?” he asked, his eyes glazed but clear of red.
“Huh?”
“It’s that life can be so crazy with tornados, disorienting and shocking color shifts, and there’s evil in the world, symbolized by the witches. No one is perfect and everybody is lacking something, looking for answers and quick, easy fixes. And in the end, it’s all inside of them all along. It’s that easy to be happy and it’s all within your own power. Wouldn’t that be nice?”
“Who says it’s not really that way?”
“Come on, babe.” He scoffed out through his nose.
“Well, if we’re taking the movie literally, though, you wake up from all that, wind up back on the farm, back in boring old black and white, and the only excitement or adventure in your life was just a fantasy and a dream that no one will ever believe. Dorothy probably wound up marrying, pumping out kids and churning butter with big, red, calloused hands.”
I think that was the moment, the turning of my tide wherein I was one of his favorite friends. I say ‘one of’ because his passions were violent but changeable. That gay man/female friend dynamic had shifted away from the edifying yet safe flirting, the mutual ego stroking, flattery and bolstering. We were friends for a long time after that but the warmth of his gaze, that spotlight of charismatic attention had shifted. It was as if I woke up the next morning, trying to explain that, yes, I did have pink hair (pink hair!) and, yes, you were there. You were there.
5 Comments:
Stopped by to thank you for your comment and found myself enthralled by your absolutely enchanting flash friday effort. OMG, it is so wonderful and full of pathos and imagery. Makes my effort look small and pathetic by comparison. Will definitely have to step up to the plate with my next one!!
I think I know Randolph.
Have you been spying on my friends?
Good work.
Very good. Really powerful language.
i love the examination of the female/gay male relationship.
walk good.
Wow, pretty vivid. Did you create these characters out of thin air or are they based on someone you know?
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